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| Thursday, January 27th, 2005 | | 2:53 pm |
thank u sofia.stay beautiful.luv and kisses.hope i can retribute somehow your gifts.***** | | Monday, January 17th, 2005 | | 1:21 pm |
i don't know if i'll post here anymore,i quit alcohol and i don't want to talk about music anymore,listen to whatever the fuck u want.if u want to continue to read any of my shit tune in to : http://www.livejournal.com/users/stupidproof/i won't add anyone back and i don't care if u do any comments,love it or hate it but...enjoy life as much as u can.catch u later | | Sunday, January 16th, 2005 | | 1:42 pm |
I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever known Don't know were it goes But its home and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams Were the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find Till then I'll walk alone Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line of the edge And were I walk alone Read between the lines of what's Fucked up and every things all right Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive And I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find Till then I'll walk alone Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams Were the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a.. My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find Till then I'll walk away! | | Wednesday, January 12th, 2005 | | 1:00 am |
 there's a place around the corner where your dear friends live Current Music: einstuerzende neubauten | | Tuesday, January 11th, 2005 | | 3:53 am |
about the magazine....why kill trees when i can do it right here. http://www.livejournal.com/users/stupidproof/like the song of the 13th floor elevators..it's a journey to the center of the mind-come along if you can-come along if you dare | | Monday, January 10th, 2005 | | 1:47 pm |
| | 2:25 am |
"oh i loved to wear a rainbow everyday,and tell the world everything's ok,but i'll try to carry off a little darkness on my back,until things are brighter,i'm the man in black" (johnny cash) if i was more of a smarter person,i'd fall in love with u.don't know what it is.but u got it.maybe that's what love's about.not tryin'to persuade u and trick u into my shattered world.i'll leave it to others.it's nice to see u smile and i wouldn't want to ruin that. | | Saturday, January 8th, 2005 | | 5:41 pm |
| | 5:16 pm |
"one pill makes u larger and one pill makes u small,and the ones your mother gives u, don't do anything at all,go ask alice.."i'm on a psychedelic stage.pink elephants all around.a new fetish.two arms,two legs and a tender laugh.things are gonna work out.too much.too soon.inside the music plays.whilst u put me to the test.all i do care are the songs.i am special.hope u are too.a silent answer is on the way.it will blow your years away.lonelyness is a very lonely place to be.with the chemistry.there is no chemistry.we don't click.turn it on.switch it off.i pull the plug.say hello.wave goodbye.thank u.thank u's.welcome to a new day dawn.hello.hello.hello. Current Music: burnin'down the spark- nancy sinatra | | Friday, January 7th, 2005 | | 12:58 am |
 Current Music: stop looking at me-EPOXIES | | Friday, December 24th, 2004 | | 3:06 am |
christmas and my christ-mess
x-mas is a funny time of year,unexpected visits at my door,seasons greetings from strangers,an all u can eat buffet and the most excusable mass drunkness (along with new years eve).once there's chocolattes everywhere at home that i didn't bought...i know it's x-mas.i drowned my cell-phone a couple weeks ago so i'll don't have to deal with boring,cheesy sms from people for which i don't give a flyin'fuck.when i was a kid i hated presents from family relatives,it was always socks and pijamas.i'd love to get some socks this year,guess they were right all along.people get kinda depressed with x-mas,i don't.guess it's cuz they spend all that money with someone instead of themselves.people exchange gifts with a tender smile and a "oh,u shouldn't,thank u,here's yours too",then they try to do a comparison of the cost,this always gets people disappointed,wether it's with the other one or himself.i'm not on a rampage against tradition,not by far.i celebrate x-mas.i enjoy every excuse for a celebration.one girl dumps me-let's celebrate,i lost my job-let's celebrate,it's raining-let's celebrate...people need to celebrate more and more.tv shows are the only thing that annoys me,there's x-mas in hospitals,x-mas in prisons...hey i know the world is fucked up with disease,crime,poverty...do i really need to hear that band aid song everywhere ?off to bed,hope santa gives me lots of brand new socks cuz my feet are freezing.as usual i don't make any sense,i'm kinda like x-mas | | Monday, December 20th, 2004 | | 1:29 pm |
| | Friday, December 17th, 2004 | | 10:18 am |
mongoloid was a mongoloid,happyer than u and me...
just got the news on the phone.the brother of the owner of the coffe where i've spent many hours in the past few years,has passed away.he was a nice,strange man.he treated me with respect and although i didn't went as often there lately,he was always very happy to see me and always greeted me with a smile and shaked my hand enthusiasticly,some of my friends don't do that.we always made fun of him cuz of the way dressed and talked and acted,i've baptized him with the nickname-shrek.everytime i walked in,he knew which one was my favorite seat and table,by the window,in the corner,and he handed me right away.he knew of my obcession with filled ashtrays and choose my favorite one and empty it everytime it was necessary.i can still picture him argueing with my brother that i was a very stylish and crazed dj,he was always allowed to interrupt our conversations and seat on our table.i enjoyed it.he was so simple,so naive..i am sad,and i will miss this silly and sweet older man.the drinks tonite are in your honour.rest in peace. Current Music: temple of love- sisters of mercy (really fuckin loud) | | Thursday, December 16th, 2004 | | 3:22 am |
so this is like one of those early new year resolutions,but this time, i won't let myself down.after a long conversation with a friend i've decided to actually do somethin'that i wouldn't need to rely on anyone else.i've tried bands before,but things never turned out as i wanted to.the rehearsals and all that boring stuff really annoyed me.so tonite i've decided to start to print a unique alternative magazine in portugal.so if you think u got something really personal and somehow intelligent or amusing to write about,drop me a line and we'll talk about it.i can be reached at joaocarlospardal@hotmail.com,send me an e-mail or add me for a chat at msn.u can put on a nickname or sign properly,i don't give a fuck,the one thing is,i need to enjoy your stuff.i don't care if i agree with u, just as long as i understand your point of view and u explained it so can others too,even if it repulses someone.please keep in mind that i'm on a starting point,so further instructions will be added and discussed,hopefully with u.i'd like to have no restrictions about articles, but i'll try and keep a certain quality level.if u just want to say fuck this or i love that..u'll have to explain why and yet try to do it on an interesting level.so feel free to join me on this challenge..i'm sure some of u have a say about somethin'.i'll leave it up to u.i won't accept any crap u send me, so don't bother doin'pointless efforts.err,u won't get paid for it,of fuckin'couse,since this is a d.i.y project with no money attached to it..just somethin'i think it's worth doin'on an underground level,for mine,yours and others sake.catch u later boys and girls | | Wednesday, December 15th, 2004 | | 12:33 pm |
| | Tuesday, December 14th, 2004 | | 11:45 pm |
| | 11:33 pm |
enough of talkin'shit..here's some cool stuff that make my ears smile
morrissey-"complete b sides" (love of my life) hellacopters-"by the grace of god" (what can i say...i love this record) m.o.t.o.-"kill moto" (this is a kick ass garage punk rock record) skrewdriver-"all skrewed up" (street 77 punk rock's finest,before they turned into a white power band) boyd rice-"hatesville" (its full of hatred but it makes me smile) the shoes-"black vinyl shoes" (great powerpop..this record is pretty) teenage confidential-"rocknroll kiss" (japanese powerpop punk rock.awesome) the ends-"concrete disappointment" (their new album,even better than the first one,punk rawk) gibby haynes and his problem-"s/t" (i always luved the butthole surfers so this is a must) gg allin-"you'll never tame me" (hey,fuck it.gg did great punk rock.GREAT) the clash-"on broadway" (great versions of all time fave clash stuff) so this is what i've been hearin'more...also the latest single of destinys child,green day,and the first gigs of dead boys on video (thanx miguel) | | 1:23 pm |
pedro tas aí ? -tou tenho uma coisa pra te mostrar -ok depois disto esquece q alguma vez vais ser feliz com alguem ou alguma coisa. ja comprei a arma. avisei os meus pais. tive o meu ultimo almoço há pouco. aí vai: http://members.cox.net/tom_fuller/indx.htm | | 5:20 am |
um post simples para pessoas simples
hoje qdo acordei comecei a cantarolar na minha cabeça o "monday monday",falaram-me de um tremor de terra e eu achei q só se tinha passado na minha cabeça.depois de ter feito a barba, a imagem no espelho revelou q tu és tao fei@, q todo eu era sorrisos.nunca me imaginei como uma pessoa interessante.eu nem sou giro.nem querido.nem tudo aquilo q as pessoas desejam.dou-me ao luxo de o ser. por vezes.porque penso merecerem.até.depois.sou só eu.não um conjunto de ideias formuladas.eu nao tenho estilo.nao sou reconhecido.nem pretendi ou pretendo ser.nao sou "do rock".se tivesse dinheiro amanha iria comprar meia duzia de fatos.até usaria daquelas gravatas q + parecem babetes, para nunca + me confundirem.nao sou politicamente correcto.mas tb nao quero chocar com ideias ou acçoes controversas.nao me custaria nada meter um lençol na cabeça e queimar cruzes.ou andar de moicano e criticar a sociedade.é tao facil pertencer a uma matilha.qquer tipo de ideologia é estupida a meu ver.tudo.nao passa de uma tentativa oca de preencher um vazio.uma forma de alimentar o ego e destruir a vida social.o desconforto sobrepõe os ditos valores.odeio elites.tribos.nao simpatizo ctg porq tens dados,chamas,bolas de snooker tatuadas no teu corpo.provavelmente esse será + um motivo para te desprezar.podes enrolar-te em pele de leopardo dos pés á cabeça.eu nunca estive na moda.nao ha pior moda q a anti-moda.claro q gosto de coisas.claro q tb sou superficial.mas aquela pessoa q tem a discografia das spice girls e usa sapatilhas reebok.mtas vezes tem + credibilidade q tu.existem realidades diferentes.a pior realidade é aquela q só existe utopicamente.aquela q provoca juizos faceis.as pessoas q só ouvem r&b e nem seleccionam tanto os amigos.sao mto + felizes.mtas das vezes.nao sabem.nao se importam.quem és tu ou eu para estragar isso.a tua vida é assim tao boa.as tuas escolhas sao as melhores.optimo.guarda-as para ti.gostas qdo testemunhas de jeová te batem á porta numa tentativa inutil de te converterem.vais mudar por alguem.és tao futil como todos.nao fazes a diferença.nao impressionas.os momentos de gloria sao efémeros.todos os têm.não és gir@.nem querid@.nem aquilo q pensas q as pessoas querem.tal como eu.continua a criticar.se a tua verdade agrada-te.porque nao acordas a sorrir.o teu estatuto nao existe.o pedestal é feito por outrem.espectadores.precisas disso.admiraçao.bajulaçao.indiferença.de sprezo.tudo.o mesmo.és uma merda.a humanidade foi esquecida.os valores adulterados.menosprezados.escrav@.inutil.d ispensavel.um dia vais aprender.nao comigo.nao tenho nada para te ensinar.estarei ocupado.mto ocupado.a ser eu. | | Sunday, December 12th, 2004 | | 5:09 pm |
gostava de ter deixado 50 euros na mesinha de cabeceira,sinto q nao fui justo ctg |
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